The last few days have been very frustrating for me. I feel like i'm burning out. I haven't taken a break since last 2003 from ministry. Its killing me. I thought I was going to be able to get away this weekend. I planned on leaving this coming Friday up to Ventura for a men's conference on servant leadership but one of our guys at the center has the week off and Rudy Can't let me go until after 5pm. Oh well! thats life, you are young, you can handle it, you don't need a break. Thats what some people would say.
I'll just wait, my opportunity will come someday.
I'm waiting on this scholarship deal. I was having a hard time with it. It got sent back a few times. I finally told the chairperson that to just forget about it. Told her that I would apply again next due date. They wanted two letter of recomendation. and some other stuff that would be do this friday. Couldn't handle it. So, I gave in and said forget it. Then she sent me an email telling to just try to send the two letters. So, i sent an email to 10 friends, hoping they would help me out. Will see if they do. God willing.