I just read something that left me in confusion and hurt. And I wonder why set ourselves up. There is a million feelings I wish I could share in this blog but I can see how many people might get offended or think of it as weird so i'm gonne refrain myself from doing that.
Why did I end up in this country and why i'm I far from my family at times I ponder if the past three years I have been in California on my own time and not Gods. Don't know.
Someone was talking about a slave mentality and I was wondering what they were trying to say. The reality of my life is living as an undocumented student going to school so I can prove to some corporate head I can learn and get a job done. Is that the reality of the reason for going to school Ah this sucks. I hate it but regardless I'll finish it if i don't then i'lll just deem myself a loser. And so be it. Back to the old school for Sergio.
People are just looking out for themselves, and it sucks. But then again some of my own friends think we should stay in Mexcio and not come over here. Why? why? just a bunch of questions. thats all and a buch of mix feelings.
Time for me to go to class. I'm out.
Why did I end up in this country and why i'm I far from my family at times I ponder if the past three years I have been in California on my own time and not Gods. Don't know.
Someone was talking about a slave mentality and I was wondering what they were trying to say. The reality of my life is living as an undocumented student going to school so I can prove to some corporate head I can learn and get a job done. Is that the reality of the reason for going to school Ah this sucks. I hate it but regardless I'll finish it if i don't then i'lll just deem myself a loser. And so be it. Back to the old school for Sergio.
People are just looking out for themselves, and it sucks. But then again some of my own friends think we should stay in Mexcio and not come over here. Why? why? just a bunch of questions. thats all and a buch of mix feelings.
Time for me to go to class. I'm out.
posted by Chequelin at
8:58 AM
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We decide what it is we want to leave as our legacy with the time we are given, what it is we want to experience in our life, what morals, ethics and beliefs we want to follow, and we determine what purpose drives our everyday, our social life, our dreams, and what makes it worth getting up when we fall. I think at one point in our lifes we all have coveted the lifes of mythical figures, legendary heroes, powerful masterminds, rich or humble people from all ends of the human scale...whomever it may be, the point is we develop a taste for what we deem to be successful and wish we could have been that one we learned to covet, even for a minute, because we already know how he/she lived and how he/she died. Our life is a gift most fail to unwrap. Social, spiritual and personal issues complicate our childhood dreams of becoming the person we want to be. I know now that in this world where greed and ignorance owns the cards, we have to more than ever trust in HE who gives us Life and Love in the purest of the sense. It's a struggle, but a struggle actually worth fighting for. Believe that God has that purpose for your life, wherever you are. I believe that God will aid your ministry as well as mine as long as we never let our ministry become our work, for it is God's work, and we only the workers. Our communities need firstly the savior who is our personal own. I'm glad for your life and things you have done and will do in God's name, we don't keep score...but He does.
Don't believe the lie that what you're doing is worthless. God has plans for the education He's giving you. I'm praying for you Sergio!
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