I have a math test today at 4:20pm. Nothing big 20 problems. Today feels a bit weird.
I'm on the third floor of the C building at PCC next to the one of the windows overlooking the mirror pools. I can see the top of the green trees and heads of people walking up and down colorado street.
I feel uneasy. Yet, I can't understand why. I prayed for forgiveness of my sins like I usually do this morning. Yet, I feel like God wants me to connect with people and talk about certain things. Like Dan Sharp. He invited me to go over his house last friday and I totally forgot about it. I feel bad about that.
And Rudy. I went to talk to him a couple days ago. And right before I knocked on his office door. Taiwanda who was working the phones told me not to bother him. He had loads of stuff to do. So, I had to email him. Which is kind of odd. When you have to email someone to share your struggles. Today Rudy called me to meet but I have school. So, I couldn't meet with him.
I been struggling with temptaion last couple of days. I've found myself having to work in the office late for the need to use internet. And I was tempted to look at stuff on the web that wasn't too honorable to God or His word. And I feel horrible. I've prayed and asked God to forgive me.