I miss my family very much. My birthday is coming up and I will get a phone call from my mom instead of having her coming to the side of my bed early early in the morning and give me a kiss on the lips and one on my forhead telling me how much she thanks God for having me as a son. Dang! I miss her so much. I miss the touch of her skin. And I miss not having that connection with her, she makes me feel wanted and accepted when i'm with her and there is no other place I rather be than with my head resting on her legs while she sits and watches novelas. Expensive thoughts these of mine. Its hard being away from them I miss them a lot and I feel like I can't wait any longer to see them but I know I have to be patient.