I like the beat of 'Hard To Explain' by The Strokes. I'm was litening to their 'is this it' album while going over notes for my final on friday. I can't believe this week might mark the end of PCC for me. It feels good but I still have fear that I might have to repeat one of my classes. I was fearful about that. Not because I would have to repeat my class but becuase I would get the feeling I let many people down. As I worried and talked to God about it. I got a small window of hope. And I breath the air coming through it I felt God telling me to stay faithful, that its all in his timing. So, all I can do is study hard be a good steward of my time and keep my eyes on the cross. I been thinking about Nicodemus and Jesus's convesation in John 3. It brings me great hope.

On a different note, the dates are locked in. I leave next week and come back Jan 16th. Ana asked me this morning if I was excited to go see my family, I happily replied yes! I feel good, I think i'm going to use this time to spend a lto fo time in prayer and seeking revelation.

The more I think about being up there the more excited I get. I'm looking foward to seeing all my nieces and nephews and catching up with them. I spoke with one of them last night. And they are all excited to have me visit.

This is a picture of one of the youngest ones. His name is Calvin, or like my mom calls him, Calvenzito (Pey pey, remember him?) . Both these pics are from May 2004 @ Olvera Street. I love it there.