Saying good bye is always a hard thing. My mom started crying today after I called to check on bus schedules. Today was a rough day for me. Well it started lastnight but I won't go into that. I've been having a hard time knowing my parents are thinking about separation. Its saddens me but if you can't live with a person than go for it. Today I was struggling all day. Got into an argument with my dad he didn't even wait until I got out of bed. It sucked.
After that I got my grades and found out I didn't do well on my Philo class. So, I have to retake it. Not a problem .
The hardest thing is seeing my mom hurt. And knowing how much my dad will regret making that decision. I prayed for my mom today. It was painful to see her like that. She has given my dad 46 years as a wife and 7 kids. But if my dad was to crap that away then its going to be his choice and no one can change him.
On a brighter side to my surprise this past sunday. I went to visit a church and found out one of the guys I recruited to attend Jubilee Boys Ranch (www.jyranch.org) is on the worship team. It made me glad to see that.
After that I got my grades and found out I didn't do well on my Philo class. So, I have to retake it. Not a problem .
The hardest thing is seeing my mom hurt. And knowing how much my dad will regret making that decision. I prayed for my mom today. It was painful to see her like that. She has given my dad 46 years as a wife and 7 kids. But if my dad was to crap that away then its going to be his choice and no one can change him.
On a brighter side to my surprise this past sunday. I went to visit a church and found out one of the guys I recruited to attend Jubilee Boys Ranch (www.jyranch.org) is on the worship team. It made me glad to see that.
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Man :( *hugs* I fell you Sergio. . . no words
-D.Heretic
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