Loving people is hard. Bono writes that love is not the easy thing but its the greatest calling and the most important. I'm still on a quest to find out what that means and if it means something different with every person God puts in our paths. I hurt when I look back into my life and see how horrible I've been at times. I need to learn to let go of the past and focus on the future. I know God is coming back to get us and I want to be ready for when that time comes and I can go home.
My most sincere apologies to all those I've let down. God knows i'm trying. And I thank God for being eternal and everlasting. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for Him. I pray God for the true understanding of grace.