Well, it has been a while since i've written. As i laid in my living room and tapped my finger nails on my coffee table. I was thinking of ways to motivate some of the families i live with to take a lead in changing their situations. I don't want to make the mistake of trying to fix it for them. But i struggle to find ways i can get them to see for themselves without making them victims. I don't know how to do that.
I can see the solution but how do you get people to see it for themselves.
Thats one thought. My spirit has been fighting demons. I need prayer if anyone reads this and wishes to do so please.
Just recently i found out that my 14 year old niece tryied to commit suicide, it sadden me to be trying to help other people when my own family needs a helping hand. Its a struggle.
I'm an illegal and i can't see when God is taking me with all this. I don't even know if i'm going to be able to go to college after i'm done here at the community college in Pasadena. I know i won't be able to afford going to a four year university. I wonder if God has destined me to be like this or if He is going to do something for me to be able to do everything He has put in front of me.
I'm going to try to bring two of nephews to be with me during the summer. They both live in Washington state. I'm hope that God will reveal Himself to them while they are down here. Maybe they will see something or experience something that will open their eyes to what's going on in their families. I just been thinking about a lot of thing. These are just some thoughts.
sergio@qvo.cc
