The last few days have been very frustrating for me. I feel like i'm burning out. I haven't taken a break since last 2003 from ministry. Its killing me. I thought I was going to be able to get away this weekend. I planned on leaving this coming Friday up to Ventura for a men's conference on servant leadership but one of our guys at the center has the week off and Rudy Can't let me go until after 5pm. Oh well! thats life, you are young, you can handle it, you don't need a break. Thats what some people would say.
I'll just wait, my opportunity will come someday.
I'm waiting on this scholarship deal. I was having a hard time with it. It got sent back a few times. I finally told the chairperson that to just forget about it. Told her that I would apply again next due date. They wanted two letter of recomendation. and some other stuff that would be do this friday. Couldn't handle it. So, I gave in and said forget it. Then she sent me an email telling to just try to send the two letters. So, i sent an email to 10 friends, hoping they would help me out. Will see if they do. God willing.

Here we go. Another week of life. I woke up pretty early today. At the moment I'm in one of the computer centers at my school. Still feeling half asleep even though I've been sipping on some cofffee I got from starbucks down the street.
Please pray for me this week. I have a lot of school work to do. I also sent an application for a scholarship which if I get will cover my academic expenses. Something I've been hoping for. Which is very important because there is no financial aid and my parents can't afford to help out with that. This coming weekend I'm planning to go to a men's retreat in Ventura but I'm broke. I'm hoping Harambee will cover it since am on staff with them and all.

Aint doing nothing much. I've been watching Matchstick Men. Well, i just got done watching it. Its pretty good. About a phobic con man Nicolas Cage.
Deon got here a while ago, just hanging out. Today nothing much going on except my game at 4pm. My friend Ramiro from young life invited me to an event they are having at a bowling alley for their leaders. I might consider going. Will see.

I'm tired of fake women. One of the workgroup leaders was telling me that she wants to married someone who is Hispanic and loves the Lord. She wrote in a note she left for me that I quote "Sergio I think you are the Hispanic of my dreams" yet she was flirting with all the dudes that were here and trying to hook up with one of our college guys. To all the single women trying to find a husband please respect the Lord and respect your selves. Lets not carry ourselves like hochies, please. Its a disgrase for you to be like that. Please don't talk to me if you fit this type.

Well, I'm back. And Its nice. The time spent in San Diego County and the OC was awsome. The first day we hit a few awsome points. And looked at sand migration. After that we hit a few more points before htting up SeaWorld. We had a behind the scenes look into Seaworld. Keith our tour guy let us handle some sharks. One of the little suckers snapped at me and I have a small cut to prove it. I do have to say it was a bit scary. That was my second time handling sharks. The first time me and my friend Samantha had to disect one which was with babies. It was the coolest thing. I felt bad for it though. We camped out at San Clemente State Beach, it is really nice. Good place to take some kids and do some surfing. Well, I'm too tired to keep going. So, I'll write some more later.